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[October 14, 3:42 pm] |
hmm. yesterday i skipped the lecture. we slept in.. went to grillicious.. and other things.. went to writing.. and then back to robbies.. tanya came and got me, we got lost on the way to my house. COOL. got her laptop from my daddy, and went to maynard.. hung out there for a good hour or 2 and went back to the burgg..
picked up megan and met up with robbie and mike.. went for a long fucking ride.. went through old cds.. sing alongss.. it was fun.. we had a good time.. so meg and tan left. and me adn robbie brought mike home... we went and got some food. and went to sleeeppy.
today i went to 2 classes ew. picked up robbie, and andrew and then went to the mall.. fun stuff... the boys shopped and got a few things, then went to bed bath and beyond.. woo woo.. now im home.
and i need to shower. and then maybe hang out with morgan!! reuniting. mhm.. and i think the boys know eachother too, whcih will be good!
tonight? who knows.
me and tanya talked alot about my situation yesterday.. and its funny cuz she cant WAIT to be in it.. and had it all planned out.. where, on the other handd.. ive been blindsided... but i really think something good could come out of it.. i fucking hope.. because, this is the worst decision ive ever had to make.. and the worst reality ive ever had to face..
anyways. i love tanya. and we're sticking together, through everything.. and whatever happens.. happens.. we'll take the toll.
amy, where the fuck are you/
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[October 12, 12:56 am] |
so the other night, tanya came and picked me up.. we went to visit robbie to make sure his amazing-self was alright.. hung out. got really stoned, and came home, only to eat a bag of doritos, hang online, and pass the eff out with my girlfirned.. you know it.
so wee woke up.. went to mcdonalds, got some coffee at gormet and went to sean patricks. yeah.. we like raced eachother in our cars THE WHOLE TIME. was fun.. so she came to work with me.. it was good for her to see everyone again, she seemed to enjoy it.. work was slow.. blah.
...after i went to her house, we got ready.. and met up with justin adn robbie. justin peaced out to get his bro and ended up never showing back up.. we went to sp to get my books i forgot...said hi to everyone. and then.. just rode around.. alot of shit went down. but i was too high to even begin to deal with it.. im so sickk off the bullshit.. dont even want to begin..
so my phone bill is 600$ nice.
..so tanya went home, and me and robbie hung out. i passed out at like 12 until 2. and was woken up by him and his mom fighting. boo. so i woke up and we stayed up and talked until about 4... school at 930. 1030 and 2. inbetween ap lab and writing, i went ot visit the boytoy..and got high, not knowing it was going to last really long.. so i went to english, and it was everything less than exciting. ew. but i made it!
.........after, robbie came to get me, in my car...and we went back and just laiddd back... made a few trips to bk during the day.. haha... we went out for din din at papa ginos.. how romantic?? ..
tonight after seeing alot of people and being busy and lazy.. we picked up mike and went to "the jam spot" .. his friends played us some songs.. prettyy sickk..
...drove around with mike and robbie.. brought mike home.. brought robbie home.. i came home.. and now im lonely. and i miss the boy.
..and its sweet to realize how much better it is, NOT TALKING to gayass leominster high school dramatic fuckers... haha. my business goes around like its someones job to spread it.. but oh well. im over it :)
i do what i gotta do.. its all about the experience man..
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[October 9, 11:12 pm] |
Robbies birthday celebration. well, the beginning atleast..
*alaina amy and i..
me and amy. what is going on?
better :) ..but still
*juan and robbie
*me and robbie. smile wide guys :)
*benji and i
*eff you **** :) ...and juans finger
shane and robbie.. taken by alaina, FROM INSIDE THE CAR.
ps. jes i need the rest, BITCH. thanks for forgetting your camera in my car
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[October 9, 10:35 pm] |
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i have no class tomm. totally forgot. haha
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[October 4, 11:13 pm] |
so. friday night.. i... oh yeah. me and robbie ran around. FOREVER... haney picked us up some liquoorrrr so we had to show up.. which was a good thing... we went to josh's and haney, josh, justin, glenn, mike, and whoever else. was there. me robdawg and mike drankk margaritas and gott shmmassheed. then me and robbie had to go meet up with alaina..but i dont remember if we did or not. oh well. umm.. then we went back to his house. and hung out..
saturday.. i was still up. we went to templeton in the morning, and canoed. haha...then we went back.. and i went to work at 4... long night.. i dont remmeber what happened next. oh yeha, robbie was sick.. so we stayed in :)
sunday..i went to work. it was gayyyy.. got out. showered. and went to robbies. we ran around, and went to the movies with tanya and matt. i was so stoned. oh man.. after we went for a ride.. and i got more stoned. and passed out
monday i went to work.. then back to robbiess.. we hung out w/ justin. and then ran arounndd. blbablaaa.. and then we went to this kids house and another house where all the people sketched me out.. then back to robbies.. mike and megan came over.. and chris and 'stank' did my homework for me.. was great!! we stayed up. and talked.
this morning. i didnt go to my first two classes. we were effed. did some stufff.. class at 2. i hate jeremy... robbie camee and got me. and we went to this kids. and i got stoned.. and did my homework.. on my laptop in mycar. haha. we got some gook food. and stuff. did some runnin around..
then ic ame home to study adn stuff. I HATE CHEM AND I STILL DONT UNDERSTNAD IT.
i heart youu
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[September 29, 12:05 am] |
woke up. class. hung out. phone. class. lunch. class. robbies... all day. all night. lol.
tanya. matt. amy. brian. haney. and a lot of effin randomass people.
i attempted to vaccume my car and clean it, but this one gets too many calls and shit to do that we didnt have time. gay..
we went to this kids house tonight..it was odd. . . .
this. is. gay.
..i brought robbie to walmart and made him buy razors.. and then made him shave his face.
lol
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[September 27, 8:38 pm] |
class. class. suzanne. class. robbie. tanya. megan. haney. justin. glenn. a lot of food. weed. hug. homework. love.
tan got her new car.
love.
love.
love.
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[September 27, 1:27 am] |
so yesterday.. i worked all day. then went to robbies for alittle bit to get all my stuff that i forgot saturday.. haha.. alaina met up with boo and met me there.. us 3 hung out for a while.. and then i met up with sean, we went to gardner, then hung out, bed.
this morning i went to class, got my ass kicked by a test.. went to work.. it was pretty sick. me and andrew are the best team in the WORLD. we kick that restaurants ASSSS..
came home. talked to robbdawgg a few times. and decided to start on my essay. ahem. it was at seans.. so brad and jes came and got me.. we went to seans to pick it up.. cuz he was a dick, and i cant drive in the dark, alone. cuz i cant see. lol.
then icame home. finished editing, and did most of my chem lab..
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[September 24, 10:49 pm] |
so last night was a jumbled mess.
me tanya amy reaves robbie derek james and juan barged into matt's suite, where eveyrone went home for the wekend. haha. we stayed until 230 or 330, then went back to robbies.
AHEM.
i dont even know.
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[September 23, 4:54 pm] |
i had a nice talk with jer. that felt REALLY good.
(:
so we've been reading eachother wrong. GAY.
..but its cool now, its cool.
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[September 22, 10:33 pm] |
today i had class, then the funniest thing happened.
so we went to nile's building cuz he was still in class. now its across from jeremy's dorm.. so im all like "dude, jer's gonna be going to class adn think im some kind of stalker." so we get there.. and JEREMYS GOING INTO CLASS, THAT SAME BUILDING. i almost peed myself. so i told him i was waiting for him..and he laughed, but i explained the situation cuz i really wasnt haha..
so i went to lunch with kate and niles, then me and kate went to check out the dance thing they had going on.. that xbox thing. we ran into nick and suzanne...and she decided to hang tight and dance with us. sweet.
so kate wnet to class. me and suzanne walked around, got our email addresses and sat in the quad for about an hour, just talking about things. it was nice.
went to class. jeremys a fag... so after he went up to ryans, and me adn his roomate matt hung out. was fun.. we went to ry's to get a frisbee, and jer looked anythign BUT happy about it. so jer went back to his room. and me and matt played fris in the quad..then tried to get a volleyball for the volleyball set up... the thing was closed so we played some more fris in the sand.. i danced like a ballerina. and we just had some fun.. so we decided to go up to the room. and jeremy put his headphones on. lol. QUEER. we hung out on his computadoraaa.. checking out some cars, myspace. etc. haha. dled some songs. and rocked out... then i figured it was time to come home..
went and saw sophie tonight.. she knows how to light up a room.. haha.
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[September 21, 5:54 pm] |
i saw jer today, THREE times. for about 2 minutes. WOO HOO, LETS PAHTY. eek.
i got some good information from scott, AND nicole. i love that girl :P
...and nick invited me to the football pahty sunday. sounds good. maybe
my body fuckign hurts. lol.. my whole back, and ym right arm.. i had to take off work, it hurts to lift my books. ew.
i have so much homework. tomorrow and saturday ill probably dig into it.
huuugee chem test monday. I FUCKING HATE CHEMISTRYYYYYYYYYY. gawd
writing tomorrow. im so scared. wish me luck.
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[September 20, 2:48 am] |
so today was cool. chem 8-915, did some hw, got a smoothie, went to work 1030-5.. gay, i only made 55 bucks, and 50 after tipout. hah..i got alot of hw done though so thats good.
then i came home for like an hour and jes called. i went to barret nad met her nora lauren brad and the others, we tried to play fris for a little bit but everyone quit. then we just hung around and went to pizzanos for some dindin. then me and jes ran to my house for my charger, which is stil in my car, so my phone will be dead tomm. and some other things for her.. by the way. i bought her dinner, and gave her free shit, what a nice cousin.
so i dropped her off and went to see amy and alaina at amys, we freshened up and went to robbies. we hung out in juans car and took hot pictures. then benji came over for a few. then we went on a ride. i drove alainas car! i love it haha so we went back and the girls left. i stayed w/ robbie and juan.. nice convoss we had.. juans going through the same shit i am. lol.. so then sean called. he was only soposed to come for a second but he ended up hangin out for like 3 hours..so owe left to get my car, and robbie thought amy stilll lived in fitchburg, so we went way outof the way..so i got my car, and we picked up the kid who he was gonna pick up after i left, and brought him to his house. sean was driving juans car and me and robbie were in mine, it was nice to talk to him again..
so we went back to robbies, and i wanted to leave ot get home early, but we were all having deep convos and we ended up staying an extra hour..so after i decided i was okay to drive.. sean went a diff way than me, and i was driving around waiting for him and realized i wasnt. so we went back to robbies, and he drove my car with me and sean led the way...we stopped at mobile and robbie went with sean, and they brought me to my house. i drove alright. only down the street..
im happy they like each other now, or atleast act like it...they both got things off their chest about last year, and what they assumed, and etc.
i had a fun night. with my girls, with sean adn the boys..
happy birthday robbie
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[September 18, 7:14 pm] |
last night at around 12, robbie and chris picked me up.. WITH TANYA!!.. we drove around.. smokeeddd, went to mcdonalds, ON ROBBIEE. and then me and tan came back here. good stuff.
we hung out, and passed out.
this morning we woke up, got some coffee, smoked, packed up my car with all her shit.. went to big lots, shopped for her new room.. smoked, got some lunch at sean patricks..took the cat to matt, sad.. and then went to maynard.. while she showered, i emptied all the stuff into her new room. <3 its awesome.. i brought her to work and came home.
i just did a shitload of chem and writing hw. im goign to need jer's help. cuz writing fucking BLOWWSS.
so tomm. i have chem, then work all day. fun.
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[September 17, 1:17 pm] |
so last night was cool.
i got lost on my way to fsc and ended up in ashby. sweet. finally made it, AT THE SAME time as nicole adn ryan.. the two grand ams parked next to eachother :)
so we made it up to the room.. and started to get that drinkkyy on.. me nicole suzanne ry and nick played like a half a game of kings and nicole was done her bottle of wine. haha WINE-O.. so we stopped. blabla.. we hung out.. then me and matt went back to mara.. i played catch with andy for like 30 minutes andi actually had the hand/eye coordination to REALLY CATCH and throw the ball. it was great. so i stole his white pants for a little bit.. and we broke into the soco. matt broke 2 shot glasses and this girl came over. i dont even remember her name..
but i do remember sleeping in jeremys bed. <3 WITHOUT HIM. keep in mind. he's in stow :(
..but i really did something COMEPLETELY due to my non-sobriety and i totally regret it.. forgive me dude?
*Jeremy
*Jeremy
*Andy, Jeremy's Suitemate
*Matt, Jer's Roomie
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[September 16, 4:41 pm] |
yesterday i had class. ew. then i went to tans, we hung out then went to fsc to meet up with nicole.. me her tan ry and mike went to dinner, and jeremy showed up soon after.. he went back to do his hw.. and ryan and mike did theirs.. so we hung out with nick.. and some other kid, in their room.. we started drinkin our margaritas.. and the fire alarm went off.. so here we go, walkin, from the 9th floor, down the stiars.. fun..
so we hung out outside, then i went to jers to get my cd and to pee. lol... then went to tanyas.. then drove around wiht megan.. stopped by mikes, got high.. went to mcdonalds.. ate, 10 chicken nuggests, medium fry and 2 apple pies.. yum.. went to tans, and went to sleep..
this morning i went to school, hung out wiht kate. got some ben and jerrys.. then came home..
now, i think im going to fsc.. mike went home, so i got his bed.. and me and nicole have been planning to get our pahtyy on for a while now.. and she wont have to be the only girl! woo woo
plus, nick promised a game of kingsss!
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[September 15, 12:22 am] |
class gay gay gay. THREE HOUR LAB. AHEM.
..brought tan to work, got some tc landoss, and hung out with ryan and.. I FORGET, OH NO.. lol. while jer was in the SHOWAAA. we played asshole, i wasnt asshole, nor was i president. DAMNIT...and i thought them how to play kings.. and then jer came back..so we all hung out..the roomies ffrom across the hall came over.. then we went to the ATM and to get some smoothiess... then we went to the "underground" whatever the hell it is.. for the comedian.. boy was it funny, half my ass fell asleep due to, SHARING a chair with matt, jeremys roomie. gawdd.. so after we all bought the guys gay cd. and me matt and jer went back to their room. the 2 of us went for a little stroll, then went back and matt left. cool..
thennnn, who knows.. i went to get my bag out of ryans, AND I LOST my cd ):
so in conclusion, i had a fun night. (: ..AND tomorrow theres another comedian, AND nicoles comming up.. YES! and then friday shes comming again.. and we're gonna PAHTAYYY.. but jers going home for community service. GAY. gay. GAY. gay..
then work saturday. GAY! who knows.
school in the morn.
PS. we had a nice convo tongiht. understanding is amazing. ahem.
and he said.. "you blew everyone else out of the watterrr" ..AHEM score.
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[September 13, 9:11 pm] |
today i had class. eeeee.
then i went to lunch with jer and ryan.. and a few others.. and then went back to rys room and hung out wiht the boys.. me and jeremy went to writing.. and he went back to his dorm to shower.. so i went up to rys to wait for nicole!.. so i hung out, he came over.. then she got there.. yay
me nicole and another jackie went for dinna in the commuter cafe so i could get a smoothie, and the boys went to the cafe... we met up... hung out. watched some of dawn of the dead.. and i came home..
things are really weird right now.
and im so confused.
but im so happy.
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[September 12, 11:54 pm] |
so tonight i hung out wiht amy and alaina <33
love them.
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[September 12, 6:22 pm] |
chem 8-915
work 130-230
walmart 230ish-330
fsc/homework 330-430
fed dog
hung with jer.
now here.
tonight? who knows.
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